There she goes in front of me, take my life and set me free again

By Karen - 30 July 2021

Lou is what her sister said, "Nothing is good". It is the wish of raising a family in a small city to fulfill others' desire. She did not go to Manchester University to study fashion and wear all kinds of colors on her body at home. After meeting Will, she watched horse races, listened to concerts, planned trips, and finally dressed elegantly in Paris to buy a bottle of perfume that suits her, and prepared to boldly move on (Although the bumblebee leggings are not elegant, it is a love plus dream attribute. , Not a fashion attribute).


Will is his birthday video on the desktop of his computer. How desperate he is when he sits in a wheelchair when the waves hit the sea. The yearning for a fulfilling life before a car accident is as strong as the longing for death after a car accident. The things in the birthday movie are the meaning of Will's life, and it is also a commemoration of his life in the wheelchair. After meeting Lou, Will still said the words on the beach. He loves his previous life so much that he can't save it even when love comes, and no one can shake the thought of begging for death.


The screenwriter did not arrange this love to rekindle Will's hope of living, but to make him still determined to euthanize after encountering love. It is very desperate but also true. Not everyone will be inspired by family and love to give birth to the desire, because not everyone does. Consider family affection, love, etc. more important than living the meaning of life itself. Will's departure is not to save Lou and give her freedom to let her live as fully as possible, Will saves herself. His needs for himself in the old days surpassed his needs for love and everything else. When the old days cannot be reproduced, he wants nothing.


Once Will asked lou what he did after get off work, lou said: i spend time with my family, i um um go to pub, i watch tv, i watch patrick running, i read a bit, i like clothes.. .i don't do much, i go to work, i go home, that's it. This kind of life sounds so familiar then Will said "your life is duller than mine" .


Finally, I hope you and I can live boldly, push yourself, don't settle with the will of will.